By Tory Christman
23 April 2006
Years ago, my auditor and dear 'friend' at the time, Bill
Yaude, had asked me to help him "Handle the critics". What did
that mean? Well, first he just asked me to go "Open up an
anonymous account". I did it, and he grinned from ear to ear,
telling me: "Tory, You've just changed the history of the
Internet". That was in 1996 or 7. Since Scientology had secretly
put a "Net Nanny" on all of our computers, and since most of us
knew little about the Internet, I had no idea what he was
I'd spent years volunteering for OSA, believing them that
there was "No Fair Game" more
(which they prove daily that wasn't cancelled, with their
RFW Hate page with pages of lies up about various critics:
There are 5 PAGES of flat out lies about me!) At the time, I
believed them fully.
Next? He asked me to surf the internet, looking for OT
"Just ask if someone will send you the OT materials. We want to
know who has them". He came over and 'had to remove something
from my computer". HUH? I had a relatively new computer, what
could he possibly need to remove from mine?
Well, he explained about the "Net nanny", of course in "Tech
terms" making it sound very helpful: "You wouldn't want to talk
to those people, they're VERY Evil, Tory, and there's no need to
restimulated reading such junk. Look at what happened to
XXX" (XXX was a friend I knew who went insane, Bill said it was
due to the Internet, when I left I found out — from
her — that OSA had drugged her and reverse audited
her! Read "
Kathryn's Story" on
I've never been afraid of people, but I trusted Bill
completely, so I went along with the program.
Finally he asked me to "Open up many anonymous accounts".
This was like a Top Secret OSA Int Internet Mafia. I had to sign
something saying I'd never, ever tell ANY Executives of
Scientology, including DM, RTC, the President, etc. Auditors
Ethics Officers ANY Public, etc On and on the list went. (I told
Bill, "This sounds like something the Guardian's Office would
do, years ago, and 9 people went to JAIL".more
His response? "Tory... look at me. You know me, I would NEVER do
anything illegal. This is all totally natural". When I asked
what exactly they were going to do he said, "I'm not going to
tell you that, as if I did, the evil critics will keep you in
deposition forever". Since he was my auditor and just someone I
fully trusted, I believed him completely, and agreed to do it
I even asked Bill, "what about MY auditing? Who am I going to
tell?" His reply: "Tory, we have THE BEST auditors ever for this
kind of thing. It's totally secret, but they'll help you all the
When I went to quit, and he turned on me completely, with
(OSA INT Staff, running this Op) yelling at me, screaming: "WHAT
ARE YOU GOING TO SAY IN YOUR AUDITING ABOUT THIS???" I
remembered quite well Bill's promise. What a liar! What a rat!
It took me another 6 months to fully wake up and leave, but I
think Bill turning on me was really when I left C of S, in my
Before that night, I had decided this was getting WAY too
weird, and I asked Bill: Isn't this going to be obvious this IS
Church of Scientology doing this? I didn't know much about what
they were actually doing with all of this, (as he
wouldn't tell me for my "Protection"), but I'd watched him
create phony identities for years, and lie to people on
ARS, IRC, and
His response? "Oh no: we're spamming tons of other places on
the Net, so they won't be able to tell it's us (Scientology/OSA)
Also, when I asked about this, he said, "Also, we're going to
spam ARS with tons of crazy people... so people will be too
embarrassed to post there. It will look like a loony bin".
That's the Church<Gack!> of Scientology, folks. And the most
amazing thing is IF an "OT" reads this, they'll think, "Right
on, man. That's our right to get rid of all these evil people".
Keep in mind, most have NEVER read any of what we actually say,
or the facts about Hubbard, and the many abuses we post about.
"OT"? You can have it!
I'll take the 'wogs'
and true freedom, any day. I'm sick of their lies, frauds,
twisted words, stops on communication — it sure wasn't why I
got into Scientology, nor anyone I know.
The ONLY person you know who can make a difference in all of
this is YOU! Give it a shot... it just might change your
— Tory/Magoo Dancing in the moonlight
for 30 years, out happily for 5 years! For thinking and speaking
my mind, Scientology declared me a 'suppressive person'more
and expelled me from their so called 'church' Free at LAST!
"Those that give up essential liberty to purchase a little
temporary safety, deserve neither liberty nor safety."
— Benjamin Franklin